Boy am I really glad it is Friday, even though I have to go into work for a few hours on Saturday morning. I took yesterday day off because it had been so hectic I needed a break. However, it made it even that much more difficult to get up and go into today.
I am going out with someone tonight on a date. This feels very strange to be dating again at my age. To be completely honest, I am a nervous wreck. They were all teasing me at work today. I am slowing getting use to be single again. I cannot believe that it has almost been 9 months since John passed away. In some ways it feels like just yesterday and then in others I feel as if it has been a life time since I saw him last. I do have to admit that I really miss him. With all his faults (and yes he had them), he was still my best friend. I just hope that when he looks down on me now he knows how much I will always love him.
I am going to wrap it up for now because I really need to start getting myself together for tonight.